You’re the only one I want.

Where do I even start. The feelings that I have for you get stronger and stronger each and every day. I think that I couldn’t love you anymore but then each day I love you more than I did the day before. I remember about 2 years ago, when we started talking. And I never would of guessed that you would be the one that I would fall in love with and have such strong feelings for. I love how I can be my weird and crazy self around you. I love not having to worry about dressing up really nice for you. I love the way you look at me. I love how when our lips meet, I feel butterfly’s swarm in my stomach, and my heart starts racing. Every time we hangout, I feel as if I learn more and more about you and we start to become closer than before. I love how we never fight. I love how I’m your idea of perfect. I love how when I look into your eyes, I’m lost within them. I can’t believe we have been together for so long. It feels like it hasn’t been that long, but it really has been. I love knowing that you love me back, but most of all, I love being in love with you.

Not eating is harder than I thought. I feel so weak an like I can’t do anything. I actually started eating but not much at all. I don’t think I can do it. I wanna be skinny but I hate feeling weak. I don’t know what to do.

When people act like your invisible.